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Friday, August 01, 2025

Personal KPI Report: Tracking My Emotional Growth

The post applies a KPI framework to personal mental health progress over two years. While similar themes exist online, this stands out through its personal voice, specific experiences and candid tone. The structure and content are original, only thematically adjacent.


Disclaimer  While thematic overlaps exist, the content in question appears original in phrasing, structure and personal storytelling. 


My Personal KPI Report – Growth, Grit & a Lot of Grace


🧭 “Where was I, where am I & where am I headed?”

Every year, companies do KPIs — Key Performance Indicators — to evaluate progress and performance.

Well... I thought, why not do a personal KPI report too? Not for HR, not for likes but for me — and maybe for someone else out there who’s quietly navigating their own storms ☁️⛵️

So here it is — an honest and slightly humorous look back at my journey from August 2023 to July 2025, written in plain language: clear, grounded with the occasional cat hair and crystal on the table. 🐾✨


💡 Section A: Mental Health & Emotional Resilience

🧠 Self-Awareness: From blurting out reactions to actually pausing, breathing and saying, “Ah… this again.” Growth!
💥 Recovery Time: What used to take weeks to bounce back from now takes days. (Unless triggered by Gen Z energy vampires 🧛‍♂️ — still my Achilles heel.)
🚧 Boundaries: No is now a complete sentence. “Let me get back to you” is code for “Probably not.”
😶‍🌫️ PTSD Impact: Still shows up uninvited like a bad popup, but now I close the tab faster. 🖱️


🔍 Section B: Identity, Roots & Rediscovery

🌱 Reclaimed bits of myself I forgot existed — like my love for story-preserving, family records and dialects.
Spiritually, I carry my late loved ones with me — not just in memory, but in instinct. (Like Maui’s tattoo in Moana, mine just... show up when I need grounding.)
🖌️ Crafting, crystals and my old creative toolbox are waiting patiently in storage. Soon.


🧰 Section C: Tools & Systems that Helped Me Cope

✍️ Blogging became my therapy — free, insightful and occasionally requiring edits.
🔮 Crystal arsenal? Check. Rose Quartz when I feel too jagged, Smokey Quartz when I need grounding, Tiger Eye when confidence flickers.
☕️ Limteh time remains sacred. Coffee + conversations = sanity stabilizer.
🐈‍⬛ My 6 senior cats? Still the best emotional support team. Three have separation anxiety; I think they got it from me.


🎯 Section D: Looking Ahead

✅ Resume crafting once my space and energy realign.
✅ Finalize and publish that family heritage record — it’s becoming part memoir, part map.
✅ Learn AI like I’m learning to ride a bike again — this time not to chase trends, but to coach others in navigating it meaningfully.


💬 Final Thoughts

This isn’t a glow-up post. It’s a grow-through post.
From floundering to finding footing, I’ve shifted from asking “What’s wrong with me?” to “What do I need right now?” That’s progress. 🙌

No, I’m not “cured.” I still burn out, overthink and occasionally spiral. But I spiral with strategy now. And honestly, that’s a win.


🐾 From me, with grounded grace.

To those still healing, still figuring it out — same here. You’re not alone.

Write your own KPI. Reclaim your own data. You’d be surprised what progress you’re actually making when you pause to read your own report.





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