Experience of the past few years taught me to appreciate and treasure every single moment I have with my friends... coz you really won't know if that will be the last time you see them, or talk to them or spend time with them... EVER...
I supposed that may be one reason why I am sensitive to my friends' reactions and behaviour with me... lately, I've been wondering what have I done so wrong that an old friend has stopped communication with me totally... does not reply to sms, FB messages nor answer their phone when I tried calling them... its been like this since March this year and its baffling me completely...
The fact that we have been friends for more than 15 years and had always been honest to a fault with each other made it hard to comprehend the sudden silence. What is worse is that when they see me, they have this look on their face that says: What is she doing here? What does she want? and they are always in a hurry to get away from me...
Sure, I had been sick a few times with the flu this year... and I may have infected them unintentionally but I am not sick with contagious diseases all the time... really don't understand...
Anyway, I am a firm believer in not poking my nose where its not welcomed. I tend to leave people alone till they are ready to talk... if its going to take the next decade, so be it... everyone has their own ways of dealing with whatever issues they are facing...
Just hope its not something that I was the cause of... if thats the case, I rather they tell me so that I can make amends and ensure I will not repeat the same mistake again...
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