One of the things I will miss about Australia will be the beautiful Jacaranda tree with its purple flowers... its a beautiful sight but not when you are raking them up on the lawn... they are a pain... few summers ago, Bluebear was sitting in the middle of a pile of those purple flowers when I was raking them up on his lawn... he refused to move so in the end, I just left him there... when his mum came home, she was wondering about that circle of purple flowers on her lawn... I still miss him very much... Bluebear's gentle ways were therapy for me... especially when I was frustrated with my slow recuperating progress from the car crash I was in 6 years ago...
Right about now, I can really do with the help of a genie to help with the sorting and packing up of the house... not to mention to sell furniture and stuff... 1 person is definitely not enough to do all these... wish I have an extra pair of hands... my physical limitations is not helping either... challenges, challenges... please give me the strength and determination (note that I'm not using the word stubbornness) to get through all these... really need to finish up within a month... its already been too long... since end April... When I get back to Brunei, I am sure there's more there to test my patience... maybe I am procrastinating coz I am not looking forward to the trails that I am sure is waiting for me... there are times when I am so tired of everything... thats when the black dog threatens to rear its ugly head... everyday, its a constant battle to get out of bed, move and get things done...
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