Have not blogged for the longest time... about 3 years I think... the last blog was named 'Rant 'n' Rave' and I did a lot of those though not very consistently...
Anyway, will try to keep this going... when time and mood swings permit... this will be more of what I see, hear and feel... it will also be a place where I will reflect on things gone by... as and when they come up or when I come across a photo or song that reminds me of what it used to be...
Not easy to move forward but have to... not easy to say goodbye to 20 years' worth of memories either... seems like my life is sectioned into: Brunei, Perth, Brunei, Perth and soon Brunei again... all in a span of 40 odd years... but this latest hiccup caused the biggest ripple in my life... and I thought the car crash I was in 6 years ago and its subsequent tribulations were the greatest test in my life... I was so wrong... My brother's passing made me an only child... gone is my backup, gone is my conscience's voice, gone is my calming advisor, gone is the other pea in the pod... my parents and I miss him very much... that will never change...
Still trying to get used to this blog and its functions... not sure if I have the patience to include widgets and what not... wish my advisor is around to bounce ideas off... oh well, I need to learn to be more self-reliant...
The image below represents a myriad of my emotions and mood swings in the past year and they are still hanging around...
Till the next post...
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